God, I want to tell you about my current life, and I hope you will take me seriously. I am 19 years old, born in China, and began living alone in Germany at 18. I am currently doing a dual vocational apprenticeship as a cook and work in the kitchen of a nursing home. I often need to get up around five in the morning, and the job is physically demanding. I also still need to improve my German. There are conflicts among my kitchen colleagues, and the work environment differs from my age and interests. I often feel depressed, sleep poorly, and sometimes even wonder why I came to Germany. My family took on substantial financial costs so that I could go abroad; the entire study and further-training process may cost tens of millions. My parents hope I can build a better future abroad, but their expectations also put pressure on me. When I want to return to China, they worry that I will not find a good job there; when I want to rest, I worry that they will accuse me of lacking ambition. I know that I also have responsibilities. I hope to achieve financial independence through investing and have spent the past year studying U.S. stocks, Bitcoin, and financial markets. I have made profits, but I also suffered larger losses because I concentrated too heavily on one stock. Sometimes I treat investing as a game that brings hope and enjoyment. When prices rise, I feel that life has possibilities again; when they fall, I doubt my judgment and even wonder whether my previous efforts had meaning. I am conflicted now. I want to keep making money, learning, and traveling, and I want to experience a more democratic world; but I also want to leave an exhausting environment and have more rest and freedom. I want to ask you: 1. Based on my experiences, what problems do I have in my personality, behavior, and thinking? 2. Which choices can I change myself, and which come from family, workplace systems, the language environment, and real economic conditions? 3. Am I too impatient about the future, trying to solve money, career, family, and personal freedom all at once in a short time? 4. How should I understand my parents’ responsibilities, and how much responsibility do I have toward them? 5. If I stay in Germany, change careers, or return to China, what does each path mean? 6. If you could view my life from a longer-term perspective, what do you think I most need to recognize right now? Please answer me in Chinese. You may directly criticize my behavior and point out what is unreasonable in my environment. Do not merely tell me to persist and that hard work will lead to success, and do not claim to know what destiny I am bound to have. I want a serious, fair, and in-depth answer.